02.01.05
Well…almost seven years
It’s coming up on Whitney and I’s seventh anniversary tomorrow. Now I know that’s a really long time (and definitely a lot longer than any relationship I’ve ever been in) but I still haven’t put a ring on her finger, and I’m sure she’s starting to chomp at the bit for it.
I’ve been feeling a little bit of regret for going off and buying this expensive computer, when I haven’t even bought her a ring yet. That’s definitely next on my list of big purchases.
I’m not scared that she’s going to leave me or anything, but I think I’ve waited long enough, and I’ve put her through waiting too long now. The only thing is now I’ll have to pay off this computer and then go into even more debt. I’m just hoping that I can’t get enough work on the side to pay it off a little more quickly, and I can start making payments for a ring.
I know my family is ready for a wedding too. I don’t want to just do if for them, cause it’s been so long. I want to do it when both of us are ready to do it….But I do want to do it while most of my family is still around to see it.
It seems like now I have less time than I’ve ever had in my life, and it all goes by so quick. I mean I go about my every day to day life (which isn’t like most people’s day in/day out schedule) and then next thing I know another season has passed.
Well I hope that she isn’t as concerned about getting I ring as I think she is…cause really what I want more than anything is for her to be happy. I’ll just have the rest of my life to show that to her.